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June 2025: protecting what's precious

a linocut print with a white rose climbing a gridded trellis against a bright pink ground
the 9 of Wands from Frank Duffy’s Queer Crow Death Magic Tarot
a black bear noses two spilling open trashbags in front of stacked firewood
tis the season!

The most common way people give up their power is by thinking they don’t have any. —Alice Walker


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ps: the new Covid variant is super contagious! 😷


Dear Friends,

Here in the Catskills, the peonies are about to pop open, the mountains are thoroughly enrobed in every shade of green + the bears are out + about. I wonder how this run-up to the solstice is finding you?

Here’s what I’m up to in the next couple months:

  • Elena Solano + I continue our online arts-based research project with Trust in Care Saturday, June 28 at 2pm est. This series is offered by donation, + you don’t have to have attended previous ones to participate. See what participants had to say about it so far…
  • my online workshops are on the calendar thru September—I would love to see you there!
  • I’m thrilled to announce my inclusion as a contributor to this year’s issue of The Rebis; the theme is The Devil, + I am beyond chuffed to be in the company of so many of my tarot heroes 🥹
  • In-Person Tarot Circle at Cygnet’s Way in Kingston: Sunday, June 29 at noon + Tarot 101 will happen at the Kingston Library Tuesday, July 15 at 6pm. N95 or KN95 masks required + provided for all in-person events

My books are open for readings this month + it’s also easy to purchase gift readings for the people in your life.

Thank you to all of you who continue to support my work in so many amazing + generous ways 🙏🏻💚

Love + rigor,
shea in the catskills

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 ps: my friend + conspirator Elena has spent the last few months supporting me during a challenging time—including a mental health crisis—using a harm-reduction approach. This work is time-consuming, takes deep relational skill + care, + is not valued by the larger culture. I am re-posting Elena's GoFundMe here. (I have artwork + other goodies for sale that support this GFM + Elena has new artwork for sale as well!) ️

I know many of you have already donated, + I'm so grateful. If you are able to donate again: wonderful. If you haven't donated yet, this is the perfect time. I know there is so much need right now, everywhere, and: even small amounts matter so much. If you can share this GoFundMe with your networks with some personal words, that can multiply the impact 🕸️

I also want to acknowledge with great gratitude + tenderness my friends Nina + Liz, who have been a life-saving support to me during this time ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥



you might be interested

  • The Whole Archive of Martha Crawford’s Community Discussions, including Living With Mortality, Negotiating Moral Injury, Dreamwork as Praxis, Discernment and Emotional Function, + many more
  • Looking for a playful wormhole to get lost in? My dear friend Kelsey is available for watch-purchasing-consultation—for yourself or for someone you love—via this super-fun form. I took it for a spin + was pretty blown away by her recommendations! I think I’m going to go with this one…or maybe this one 😂

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a rainbow-colored watercolor painting of mountains and a galactic sky
“Galactic Mountains” original watercolor painting by Elena Solano; check out her artwork for sale

resistance + refusal

the US is experiencing institutional collapse at a speed and scale that are difficult to understand
here’s what you need to know


split image, on the left a white man with balding white hair and glasses, on the right a white woman shouting from her wheelchair that's being pushed by a uniformed guard
my SURJ comrade Olga getting arrested—for the 23rd time!—for disrupting business as usual: “YOU LOOK AT ME!”

The public library is one of the very few remaining public places in this country where you can spend an entire day without spending one penny. You can spend hours studying, working or daydreaming in a library. Then you can leave with an object that has the power to unleash your imagination and transport you into another world, so that you can see clearly that another world is possible. That’s magical and filled with revolutionary possibilities. And that’s why any attempts to cut back on library hours are actually a declaration of war on the commons and on our communities. Libraries are places where people not only connect to resources but with other people.

Mariame Kaba

 a blue, pink and yellow linocut print of an owl and the words Hex Fascists
“Hex Fascists,” a print by artist Frank Duffy; you can purchase one here

what’s inspiring me now

WHAT’S INSPIRING YOU NOW?


close up of the center of a wide-open pink peony with blurry green leaves in the background
have a peony


a linocut print with a white rose climbing a gridded trellis against a bright pink ground
the 9 of Wands from Frank Duffy’s Queer Crow Death Magic Tarot

protecting what’s precious: 9 of wands

This is the last installment of my musings on the tarot’s Minor 9s as we live into this Hermit year…

The power of the 9 of Wands is leaving it all on the field, holding nothing in reserve. The power of the time is now, this very moment calling us into total engagement with change. The power of adaptations that allow an endeavor to come to its fruition.

The 9 of Wands is the power of giving all our efforts their due by attending to the final stages, the power of knowing it’s not over till it’s over (+ that it’s never actually over). The power of knowing that the end of one thing determines the flavor + shape of the next. The power of how we finish + attend to closure determines how + if all that came before will be received, metabolized + integrated.

The power of the 9 of Wands is realizing our partnership with the seen + unseen forces that have contributed to where we are, revering them by giving our utmost by staying totally inside of the process. It is the power of sticking with the hard parts when we’re tired, worn out, frustrated, or just bored with it. The power of digging thru the ashes + finding the ember that’s still glowing + giving it air + life, so that the fire can blaze up again + see us thru the final stretch.

The 9 of Wands is the power of protecting what is precious to us, defending our creations, longings + inspirations against boredom, pacification, distraction, meaningless drama + chaos. It is the power of restarting the engine after we’ve stalled out. The power of a long game to make something new from the collapse of systems + structures. The power of keeping our eyes on the prize, of not settling for cosmetic improvements or half-measures, of remembering over + over to center the very heart of things.

The power of the 9 of Wands is knowing who can help us stay accountable to our values, visions + desires, of calling in help for the homestretch, of sharing the vision so we don’t have to carry it alone. It is the power of steadfastness + resilience practiced with others, the power of discerning what is ours to do alone + what can never be accomplished solely by our individual efforts. It is also the power of life’s hard knocks to make us bitter + brittle, to push us behind fences + walls, to spend all of our precious energy defending our little patch of mine.

The 9 of Wands is the power of protecting the glowing heart of life, of never letting it go out, of keeping it burning in the dark, in the cold. It is the power of letting our endeavors change us, sand off our rough edges, tenderize us. It is the power of an immense, organized body to demand its liberation, the parts of the whole changing places, tapping in + out, carrying the ball over finish lines, no matter the obstacle, no matter the cost, generation after generation until we all get free.

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from 78 Faces of Power


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a smiling young Palestinian girl with a barrette in her parted black hair makes a heart gesture with her hands
photo of 11-year-old Yaqeen Hammad, murdered in an Israeli air raid in Deir el-Balah, northern Gaza, on Friday, May 23, 2025

a black cat with green eyes and a missing back leg sprawls out on a white rug
pin-up girl

WHAT’S INSPIRING YOU NOW?